White Laughing

 

 

It was the month of April and the temperature in this middle east country would be not less than 42 Deg. Celsius during the daytime. Average annual rainfall is 0.9 CM. I am living here for last 5 years and finally saw the drizzling 15 months ago. Sandstorm sometimes comes and visibility reduced to 0. The is the climatic conditions of this place.

I am living in the roadside without anyone take care of me. Also, nothing or no one is there to protect me. Living is exceedingly difficult in this place. Getting the essentials for living is extremely difficult. When existence itself becomes a war, laughing is not easy. Yes, when staying in nice places, in wealthy houses, at protected environment, under someone’s care, we can enjoy the life and laugh. But laying in the roadside would not bring more joy to anyone.

Yet, I am laughing. Not enough to eat or drink, still I am laughing. I am staying in adverse life and weather conditions though I choose to laugh. I do not know how long my laugh would last, yet I am laughing. How could it become possible to laugh amidst this all troubles and rubbles? Because this is what I am. If I lose my character, I lose my identity. Surely, you may wonder, how anyone live like this? If you want, I can share the secret with you.

Are you seeing the above photo? Some white flowers laughing joyfully. You may not see it as wonder because we can see flowers all around of us. This photo is deceiving you and now see the photo below. This small plant with lots of flowers is in the roadside where there is no water.

Despite of all the adverse conditions, it flowered in its time, not waiting for very conducive condition to bloom rather it bears the lovely smile. How it is possible? Because it’s creator does things which are beyond the nature. HE can sustain life where it is impossible to exist.

 

The flower really taught me a lesson – His wonderous works are in display all around us and only we need to have the desire to see it.  

 

 

DAD - At Perspective!

At 15

I hate my father. You want reason? I can give thousands. Do not get confused and I am really talking about my father who has brought me into the world. All my failures and pain and aches are attributed to him.  When I was a child, he never gave me the things what I deserved as a child. He never understood me nor provided me the support emotionally when I need the most. When I went to school, I was not given enough pocket money. I was never allowed to hang out with my friends, forget about late nights but not even late evenings. He was damn strict. He was so cruel too. He always punished me for even small mistakes. (Whether it was intended or unintended…!) He never bought for me any branded shoes nor designer shirts. When I dreamed and desired to ride a sporty, stylish motorcycle with 500+ cc, he gave me 125 cc. He every time failed to meet my requirement of any or every sort and overlooked my taste. When all my friends were having smarter phones in style I only had not-so-cheap phone which I had to keep in hide.  When I was going to college, all the things were changed except my father. My dresses, bike, sport gears, sun glass, watch and phone all were not at all good and I struggled a lot to cope up with my colleagues’ fashion and trend. I was not at all happy not even one day. I use to talk with him not very often and he always talked with me about God. (By the way, do I really need God and godly things in early twenties?) He was so boring and out-of-age. He can’t think about my comfort, pleasure or my freedom. He treated me as a gauged parrot – fed well, dressed well yet can’t fly freely in the sky.

At 25

I love father so much. You want reason? I can give thousands. When I was child, he provided all the best things for me according to his ability. Though he was going through lot of problems and troubles, he tried to support me and to spend as much time with me as he can. Yet we had great debt burden, largely borrowed for building a sweet home for us and for our education, my dad never failed to meet any of my needs. He sometimes punished me badly and it pained a lot but now it gives great joy to understand that without it I would have gone astray. He was a man of discipline and wanted me to live the same so that I can reach the position in life (sure we did…!) which is destined for me. He bought me a brand new bike when I asked him to buy a used one. He knew very well that what the important thing in life is and He had shown me – ‘The Way’ and without it I would have been lost everything.  He might not have provided me the branded and fancy stuff to wear as I desired but made sure that I am, his child, having beautiful heart full of love. He talked about only God at all time and it was not well received by me that time but now I am talking the same God to my kids. I thought I did not have any freedom at home but now I realized that freedom is having a different meaning altogether in life – Freedom is not having the liberty to do anything  but enjoying the given authority wisely. I love my DAD with all my heart ….!

Growing.....

Till yesterday, I was younger a day than today and grown older a day today. Growing....I am growing and I can't stop growing. I wondered If I were able to stop growing, I would have stopped growing long back. Because yester years were good when compare to today. Hair was black, lot to brag, dreams in full bag, enjoying every second.....those days were really nice. I have grown ,stooping down,widom brought crown. Honestly...is it true that not growing is good?....

വിളിച്ച ദൈവം എന്നും വിശ്വസ്തന്‍
വിളിച്ചാല്‍ വരും അവന്‍ നിശ്ചയം
അടുത്ത് കൊള്‍ക അവന്‍ അണച്ച് കൊള്ളും
ചിറകിന്‍ കീഴില്‍  നാഥന്‍   മറച്ച്‌  കൊള്ളും
       ആശ്രയമിനി അവനില്‍ മതി
       അവനില്‍ മാത്രം മതി
       വിശ്വാസം അവനില്‍ മതി
       അവനില്‍ മാത്രം മതി
തന്ജനത്തെ വലങ്കരത്താല്‍ മിശ്രേമില്‍ നിന്നും  വിടുവിച്ചു
വിന്നില്‍നിന്നും മന്ന നല്‍കി അത്ഭുതമായി വഴിനടത്തി
യുദ്ധത്തില്‍ ജയം കൊടുത്തു യാഹു തന്‍ ഭുജ ബലത്താല്‍
വിശുദ്ധ ദൈവം സമ്മാനിച്ച്‌ വാഗ്ദാന കനാന്‍ ദേശം

സ്വര്‍ഗ്ഗസ്ഥനാം ദൈവം മണ്ണില്‍ ജനിച്ചു വന്നു മാനവനായ്
തിരുവചനം ജടമാകി   പ്രവചനം  നിവൃത്തിയായി
രോഗിതരും പീഡിതരും  കരുനയലെ  സുഗമായി
വാഗ്ദനം പാലിച്ച് നമ്മെ വീണ്ടെടുത്തു ജീവന്‍ നല്‍കി


ചേറ്റില്‍ നിന്നും എടുത്തു നമ്മെ തിരുരക്തത്താല്‍ വെടിപ്പാക്കി
ലോകത്തിനും പാവത്തിനും രോഗത്തിനും  വന്കൃപയാലെ  വിടുതലേകി
സര്‍വത്തിനും മതിയായവന്‍  വിശ്വാസത്താല്‍ നമ്മുള്ളത്തില്‍ വന്നതിനാല്‍
വാഗ്ദത്തം പാലിച്ച് മാറ്റി നമ്മെ തന്മക്കളായി

വാനവും ഭൂമിയും വാഴ്ത്തി പാടുന്നു
നാഥനെ യേശു നാഥനെ
വരുവിന്‍ നമുക്കും പാടി സ്തുതിക്കാം
രാജനെ യേശു രാജനെ

ജീവിക്കുന്ന ദൈവത്തിനു സ്തോത്രം പാടാം
ജീവന്‍ തന്ന ദൈവത്തിനു സ്തോത്രം പാടാം
വീണകള്‍ മീട്ടി സ്തുതി ഗാനങ്ങള്‍ പാടാം
ഇമ്പമോടെന്നും അവനെ വാഴ്ത്തി പാടാം
വാഗ്ദാനം പാലിക്കും നീതിമാനാം ദൈവം
സകലവും നല്‍കിടും നാധനാം ദൈവം
കരുനയോടെന്നും കാത്തിടും ദൈവം
കരങ്ങളിലെന്നും താങ്ങിടും ദൈവം

ആത്മീയ നല്‍വരങ്ങള്‍ തന്നിടും ദൈവം
വിളിക്കുമ്പോള്‍ വേഗം വന്നിടും ദൈവം
വന്‍ കോട്ടയായി എന്നും നിന്നീടും ദൈവം
മര്ത്യരാം നമ്മില്‍ വാണിടും ദൈവം

പകിട്ടോടെ മണത്തോടെ

ജനിച്ചു

പത്രമായ് മിത്രമായ് ച്ചുമാക്കപ്പെട്ടു

പൊന്നായി പൊരുളായി കരുതപ്പട്ടു

എപ്പോഴും കൂടെഉണ്ടോ എന്ന്

ശ്രദ്ധിക്കപെട്ടു

യാത്ര കഴിഞ്ഞപ്പോല്‍ കാലിന്റ്രെ ചെരുപപിനടിയില്‍

ചവിട്ടി കളയപ്പെട്ടു ....ങ്ങനൊരു

യാത്രചീട്ട്

Purposeless Purpose

You can see plenty of living ceatures, called humans, on the road, beach, office, theatre and everywhere on the earth wandering without any purpose. Why are they running, flying, fighting, killing, making mass destructive weapons, doing everything in their capacity except LOVING.

If you see all the living being on the earth, thay are living fearlessly and no deer construct a fort or buying a gun to protect itself from Tiger or Lion. Lion never hunts any other animals for fun but for meal. Lion with full stomach is harmless and it is as gentle as deer. Animal kingdom is ruled by principle and they are not governed by greediness or envy hence they live and die peacefully. weaker ones are become prey to stronger ones is universal law but for animals it is true when they are hungry. But this senseless humans are worse than wild animals....

Every nation spends at least 50% of its revenue for Defense...why human fears to human so badly that he has to spend billions and billions to protect himself from fellow human! They become helpless because none of his fellow human will help him and only way is destroy him. so that he can live fearlessly but he cannot because he will be targetted by another human..

hey HUMAN...TRY TO LOVE...then you can see the difference...there will be no somalia, sudan, ethoipia but earth will become Paradise. Make loving as purpose of living...a true LIVING